I'm on edge. I just don't know what to do anymore. So many things running through my head making me so blank-minded, so confused. I feel as if I don't have control over anything. It's like this constant strive for perfection I have, I just keep pushing, but now, I only have one last teardrop of hope. Part of me is telling me let go, and part of me wants to keep pushing. So what do I do now? I've been pushing for so long, I'm tired, but letting go will kill me. Ugh, what an ugly predicament. So it's a lose lose situation. It always will be.
Contemplating with my eyelids closed.
Goodnight,
Peace & Love
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