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Hey! I havent writeen in here for a while! I wish I was tired, actually I just yawned, hahas but no I feel pretty much alive. It's so bad, like my body gets tired around 3-4AM and my body doesnt wake up til 12 PM... it's hard to cut that habit :[ CHRISTMAS IS IN 4 DAYS! And we have snow! Even though I dont really like it, it's pretty :] I have so many things to say so I'm just going to list them. Tehe

- I can't wait til my daddy opens his xmas present. Him, Tommy, and I went to BJ's today and we walked by it, and he was saying how when he goes to Canada again he's going to buy one. Me and Tommy were like tehehehehe snort snort.
- Im SO inpatiently anxious for my Fall09 grades, I check like 5 times a day. And I want to email and bother my professors about it, esp my mac.ec. I've never looked forward to seeing my grades. EVER.
- I want to work 24/7. They called me out today because of the snow. Which I'm okay about because I knew it was going to be dead. But today was my double so :[ I'd rather have a little something than nothing ya know?
- I have a list of things to do tomorrow like college stuff, find new jacket, return my UGGs :[, sell my books, phone bill BLEH.
- I'm in like (not obsessed...yet) with Sims3. Tommy got it, and I'm a computer hog! But he plays his CODMW2.. fair enough :] Like no BS When I borrowed Sims 1? I believe, from Jenn, (in 8th? grade) I would play all day, I rmemeber one day I didn't go to school because I wanted to build the house so bad. I like to build my dream houses. But I always make them too big, and they look boring on the outside too. Heh.
- I bought 3 pairs of pants. 2 jeans. 1 sweat. Im excited. I finally shopped.
- I'm buying boots for myself for christmas. No selfishness, I feel deserving of them kinda. Tehehehehehe.
- I'm trying really hard to make peace in my household, but stubborness, hard headedness runs in the family eh.
- I cannot wait til Christmas, not for the presents, cause there really isn't much that I open... like seriously, I hardly get wrapped presents during christmas, theyre all envelopes... but to go away! I'm going to the Cape for a couple of days with the fam and Tomalumlums. I know it's just the Cape, but we didn't go anywhere this summer, and summer wasn't the best this year, so the Cape should make up for some family bonding + swimming and relaxation.
- I'm nervous to go away for school. Sad, nervous, anxious, excited, and sad. and sad. and sad.

Yea, that sums up most of my life.
TTYL!
P&L al-ee-sun

One Month!

This one month will be the most happiest, stressful, tiring, exciting, nerveracking
Another huge stress following behind... I think I lost a friend. And it hurts. It's like denied, apology not accepted. But idk? Give it time? I dont like beef on Christmas :\ On a lighter note Christmas is coming! Slaybells ring are you listening! I'm SO EXCITED for this weekend, tommy and I are putting up the twee. tehe snort snort. We did it a week late HIGHLY upset, so i'll keep it up a week more after christmas MUHARHAR. Then on saturday we're gonna buy presents for everyone except each other cause others come before us in christmas. I cant wait til my daddy opens his present. Stokeness. I hope my mom likes hers :[

Then during those 3 weeks after christmas, is busting the butt, get the guap, and dipset. I'm so nervous! What if I dont like my roommate T_T I hope she's cool, and isnt dirty, and is nice, and weird like me muhaha, and down to earth, and out going, and not mean, and open, and doesnt touch my stuff without asking :o, trustworthy too please :]]

so much to think about so little time!
i read twilight
xoxo always alysoooooooooooooooon