"I'm Sorry."

Sorry; adj; regretful: feeling or expressing regret or sorrow or a sense of loss over something done or undone;

It feels as if there is no more meaning for sorry these days. Sometimes people say it to 'just get it over with.' To quickly justify the unjustified. I mean, if I bump into someone, yea 'sorry' would be appropriate, but when something a little more serious goes wrong, is it always appropriate? When one has done wrong, is it okay for them to simply say 'I'm sorry.' and its forgiven and forgotten about? Is that justified? Is it okay for one to just say sorry but not feel nor show with effort, the regret they feel towards who or what they've wronged?

I'm gonna go cool down. But is it right?

Peace&Love

Stressed.

cough. cough. sniffle. sniffle. look what taking care of tommy gets me into. i better get that princess treatment because my throat is burning at 150ºF per hour. On a not lighter note... I have a philosophy paper due Friday when I havent even heard anything in that class about philosophy, a math test Friday, an English paper due Monday, and a seminar paper due Tuesday. OMGGGGG!!! I feel like poo... a big poo, on a stick. Stress to the max! I must prevail!

Definately watched my drama last night. Definately bawled to it. Definately going to bawl to it again when Tommy and I reach that part. Oh man. I burnt my tongue yesterday. It's killing. I also walked into a doorknob this morning. I also was too lazy to take off my shoes so I could run upstairs to get my gloves. So I crawled upstairs. My knees hurt now. I am hungry. I am stressed out! I am sick. Gross they all don't go together.

Doot. Waiting for class to get out. I said the F word to my parents the other day. I kinda feel bad. Like I swollowed a dynamite and exploded on them. Then my mom bought me a clothes hanger thing on the wall which I've always wanted. n_n

2.5 weeks til spring break. Oh if it could only come faster!!!! Might update on this later. Cant really think. =x

*edit* oh i remember what I wanted to talk about. Lack of motivation. So I was talking to a couple of people about school. This semester I just have no motivation to go to school. Last semester I didnt want to either, but it wasnt as much of a drag. It feels like I'm dragging myself plus a huge piece of lard with me just to get to school. AND I'm not even in the first month of school yet. Unbeleieveable. Very ashamed of myself. I probably skipped 3 times already. UGH! I have no idea what I can do to get me to go! Suggestions?

Happy Mardi Gras
Peace&Love

In class

thou thou thou thou thou... lol I thought that word would be appropriate with the temporary template I'm using for this page. I'm in class right now, waiting for class to be over!

I wonder how to write in a different language...

After class I'm going to Chinatown with Videogamesss again -_-" but we're going on a lunch date n_n I went to Chinatown yesterday to fail my attempt to get my dvds with english subtitles so hopefully my mom's friend who is currently in China can pretty please get them for me. I wish I could read/understand mandrin T_T

This week is definately going to be a long week. Because it is February vacation for highschool etc., it is school work school work school work for Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. T_T ah my life! So somewhere in there, I have to fit in homework, reading, eating, and sleeping.

On the contrare... Happy Tuesday!

Peace&Love

Valentines Day

Happy Valentines Day!

Everyone is hating on this day, which I agree is silly for having one specific day for love. But Valentines day is pretty cute...Everyday should be Valentines day! :D

Finished my drama in 3 DAYS! it was that good.
Mysoju - Devil Beside Me... And soon to watch something else... maybe why why love...
Mike He<33333



I swear sometimes I live in a fantasy world...

Well, hope you had a good v'day! :]

Peace&Love

frustrated.

I'm on edge. I just don't know what to do anymore. So many things running through my head making me so blank-minded, so confused. I feel as if I don't have control over anything. It's like this constant strive for perfection I have, I just keep pushing, but now, I only have one last teardrop of hope. Part of me is telling me let go, and part of me wants to keep pushing. So what do I do now? I've been pushing for so long, I'm tired, but letting go will kill me. Ugh, what an ugly predicament. So it's a lose lose situation. It always will be.

Contemplating with my eyelids closed.

Goodnight,
Peace & Love